hi. i'm fucked up. i may have lyme disease too.

jim and i have fucked it all up.

i want to make a list of why i think it's fault b/c he's got a (short) list of why he thinks it's my fault.

i want to die. die die die. maybe i'll just let this lyme disease kill me. slowly. ick ugh.

let's pretend everything is normal. hold the fuck on while i fight iwth jeremy.